Believing It's Not Over till It's Over
There is this weird feeling that I get depressed when it's raining, I don't know why. A few days ago, it was raining very hard (there was this tropical storm Egay) and I was all alone. Things kept on creeping in my mind, questions like what am I here for now that my kids are all grown up and on their own, what do I have to do next, now that I think I have passed through that stage wherein I have exhausted myself earning a living. I was talking to God, exposing my heart out, asking Him if it's okay to think that I want to go home and be with Him because I'm finished with my obligation with the family. That night (which I usually do before going to bed) I continued to read Chapter Fourteen of this book by my favorite author, Stormie Omartian, Just Enough Light for the Step I'm On. The title of the chapter I was reading happened to be Believing It's Not Over till It's Over. My Heavenly Father is listening! It says in this chapter: God is